Owning Your Disorder as a Superpower 

One of the personal cycles of life is that our greatest strengths can become our greatest weaknesses… and through that process, become again our greatest strengths, rediscovered and stronger than before.

I think the man sitting opposite me was burned as a child…it’s only noticeable from front on – his tight cheek and the right corner of his mouth are not quite right; a little to smooth and shiny

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The Blog Diary Connundrum / PSA / Disclaimer

Having gone through a few life changes in recent times, and now rolling with an updated perception of both ‘then’ & ‘now’, I may be facing a connundrum.

I say ‘may’ because it’s perceptual, and therefore has a tendency towards fluidity and shade variation on a regular basis. I say ‘connundrum’ because it’s a word I so rarely get to,use in a sentence these days.

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Riding through Bangkok Traffic is my new ‘Taking a shit’ thinking time

I used to do a good portion of my free thinking time whilst taking a shit. I know I’m not unique in this habit; in fact given the role taking a shit plays in the healthy function of any mammal, I’d say it was a custom utilized before there were even  many thoughts to be had.

But no more. This oldest instance of ‘Me Time’ has been high-jacked. Stolen from us, yet another name on the list of tragically silent deaths of another norm in our lives that has been, up until the digital age, traditionally a time of solitude, & therefore useful reflection.

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Goodbye 2016 (& your punk arse little brother 2015)

And fuck you… in a good way.

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Why there’s never been a reality tv show set in a rehab 

The short answer: cause that shit is fucking personal, & no one is themself when they are going through it.

The long answer is..


The Illusion that Knowledge is Power

Knowledge isn’t power. Knowledge is the unfounded temporary illusion of power, especially when wielded as a weapon.

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The Mirror Of DaehKcid

Contrary to popular belief, I like the idea of personal change and perpetual progress (I’m just a pedant about it being on my terms).

I will say that the drive required to enjoy the process of change is one of the first that addiction tends to knock on its arse. They all go eventually, but a drive that values and seeks out discomfort is first up against the wall when the de-revolution comes.

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Care About Not Caring

One of the biggest challenges is working out the difference between not caring what people think, and not caring.



Sorry for being such a dick.
My bad.


Quotes from the past


Quotes to reflect by
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