Trying to emulate someone else’s battle against and past Hope (or whatever they happen to call it) is a surefire way of fucking up your own battle strategy and copping a serious beating.

The Hope Detox

Everybody’s Hope is uniquely their own. That’s why the cunt is so good at fucking with you; cause it’s you, one step ahead of the exhausted, bewildered, scared you that is knocking on Hope’s door on a Tuesday night at 3am.

Therefore, everyone’s journey through and beyond Hope is also terrifyingly unique. No one can scare us as much as we can scare ourselves. No one. Ideas can be planted, seeds nourished… Inception can be performed in the correct conditions, interestingly often utilizing an absence of sleep rather than in dreams.

But what we make of these ideas is completely our own, regardless of how close we may be to “The Truth” (who looks like a femme fatal in my mind – another nasty piece of work). Hope knows us so well that he can twist and turn like a downhill skier, always one flag ahead of us, carving an easy trail for us to follow.

Therefore, our eventual battle with Hope must also be unique. In fact, trying to emulate someone else’s battle against and past Hope (or whatever they happen to call it) is a surefire way of fucking up your own battle strategy and copping a serious beating.

fightclub342
Our greatest battles will always be with ourselves.

Image Source: No Film School

I’m not saying research of opinions is bad or a waste of time. In fact it’s necessary, and will end when it’s the time for it to end. There are no standards at all on this, cause the process is as unique as the individuals going through it.

I mean that in the end, you have to make up your own mind and find your own strategy for fighting with yourself. Which, incidentally, often means not fighting against yourself.

As conscious beings with multiple senses all of which are fairly acute (for us), we suck balls at self control. Even the most in control person definitely works hard at it, even if it’s such learned habitually practiced behaviors that almost unconscious.

That Filthy View

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s